Jerry Carder This isn’t love ( Original)
my longtime friend from Tipp city, ohio=
JERRY CARDER! HE IS FUCKING AMAZING ARTIST! IVE SPENT ALOT OF TIME BACK IN THE DAY BEING HIS “MUSE”, AND HAVE SEE HIM PERFORM IN OTHER BAND..BUT HIS ORIGANLS ARE MOST IMPRESSIVE! CHECK HIM OUT ON MYSPACE, AND YOU TUBE!
LOVE YA JER, MISS YA…AND AM PROUD OF YOU…YOU HAVE JUST GOTTEN BETTER AS THE YR.’S HAVE GONE BY!
KIMMY
RICH MCVEY- MY EX-HUSBAND & KIDS FATHER, MY FRIEND.
RICH TAUGHT ME 3/4 OF WHAT I KNOW ABOUT MUSIC. HERE HE IS PLAYING THE BASS THE KIDS AND I GOT HIM FOR XMAS LAST YEAR.SEEMS WEIRD I WOULD BUY MY EXHUSBAND A BASS? WELL LET ME TELL YOU WHY I DID. IN 1997, WE WERE NEWLYWEDS WITH A 2 YR OLD AND 9 MONTH OLD AND LIVEING WITH MY PARENTS. RICH SOLD HIS BASS(HE’D HAD SINCE HIGHSCHOOL) AND HIS HALF-STACK AMP, (HIS MOST LOVED THINGS HE OWNED), AND HE SOLD IT, SO WE COULD COME UP WITH 1ST MONTHS RENT FOR A PLACE FOR OUR FAMILY TO LIVE. SO LAST YEAR WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE TO GET THIS BASS GUITAR, I JUMPED ON IT, CAUSE I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHAT HE SACRIFICED FOR US BACK THEN. I WANTED TO GIVE HIM HIS "MUSIC" BACK, AND I KNEW THE MORE HE PLAYE’D, THE MORE MY SON JACOB WOULD PLAY.
THE 2ND PERSON TO INFLUENCE "MY MUSIC SIDE" WAS MY B/F/F, KENNY SCHOFF
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thanks go out to Rich and Kenny for influenc’n my musical-side, and inspire’n some of my best music, as well as influen’n my boys to rock out as well!
CHECK OUT MY MYSPACE PROFILE AND LETS SUPPORT OUR LOCAL MUSICANS!
STILFRAME, PLAYED A SHOW, SAT. 9-26-09,Tippecanoe IN., FOR A PARTY TO CELEBRATE THE LIFE OF OUR FRIEND JAKE UNRUH, WHO PASSED AWAY LAST MONTH OF HODGKINS DIS.
STILFRAME MADE US MOSH WITH THEIR AWSEOME ORIGINAL METAL MUSIC. ID LIKE TO THANK THEM, FOR BEING THE BEST METAL BAND INDIANA HAS EVER SEEN! FUCKING ROCKS!
THEY WILL BE PLAYING NOV.17TH, WITH FLAW. CHECK OUT THEIR MYSPACE PROFILE:
here is a few PICTURES /digital art i have FROM THE PARTY!
Nothing playing: “TORN” by STILFRAME
THIS IS MY COUSIN, JOSH ELAM. HE PLAYED SOME COVER SONGS FOR “THE JAKE UNRU-LIFE CELEBRATION” BENIFIT! HE HAS TRAVELED ALL OVER THE WORLD SINGING ON HIS ACCOUSTIC-ELECTRIC GUITAR. HE LIVE IN WARSAW IN., IS 34 YRS OLD, AND ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED MUSICANS I KNOW;AND I REMEBER WHEN HE GOT HIS FIRST GUITAR!
JOSH HAS DONTAED HIS TIME,AND MUSICAL TALENT FOR SEVERAL BENIFITS AROUND NORTHERN INDIANA! THANKS JOSH!
FIND HIM ON MY SPACE!
My sadness gets worse,
Alone always
Alone more and more
Bitter taste of my tears
Restless for human interaction
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
FRUSTRATION
DEPERATION,
SADNESS THAT NONE SEES!
DARKNESS SWELLS IN MY MIND,
THIS IS WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE ME!
No soul 2 connect with
Nobody to care
I will be gone soon
locked into my despair.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?WHERE DID EVERYONE GO?
so many friends….
turned out to be false.
my gullible nature,
now is a brick wall.
wanting the impossible,
the smell of a man,
next to me, holding my hand,
telling me to not be afraid,
THAT everything will be ok,
with out my children,
Till i get released,
on that spring day.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME? CANT GET A GRIP, PAIN NOONE SEES!
SIX MONTHS BEHIND BARS
LOST IN THE DARKNESS
COVERED WITH SCARS,
IM A BROKEN TOY, THAT NOBODY WANTS!
**KIMBERLY MCVEY 2009
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Korn Tells Head "No" To Coming Back To The Band – in Metal News ( Metal Underground.com )
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As was previously reported, Five Finger Death Punch had announced that they were unable to locate their guitarist Zoltan Bathory. The band has now issued the following brief statement about getting in contact with him:
"Hey everybody—we found Zoltan!! We just talked to him and although he sounded somewhat incoherent he says he’ll be fine and the tour will start as planned tomorrow!! Sorry if he worried anyone!"
Five Finger Death Punch Recovers Missing Guitarist – in Metal News ( Metal Underground.com )
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I TOOK THESE PICTURES AT A FAMILY PARTY IN APRIL 2009, AT THE ETNA GREEN PARK,ETNA GREEN, IN. MY COUSIN PAT LOVES TO SING AND PLAY MUSIC FOR PEOPLE. HE CURRENTLY IS LIVEING IN CALIFORNIA ,WORKING ON A MEDICAL MARIJUANA FARM. I MISS HIM.
KIMMY MCVEY “METALMAGGOT”
Nothing playing:
“FOLSOM PRISON”- JOHNNY CASH
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hey photographers, metalheads
, and everyone else i ain’t’ mentioned:
CHECK OUT MY FLICKR PHOTO SETS,&
SEE MY STARTER PROFOLIO OF “METAL MUSIC/BANDS/MUSICIAN PHOTOGRAPHY”
EMAIL ME WITH ANY THOUGHTS OR IF YOUR BAND WANTS TO HOOK UP WITH DECENT PHOTOS, OR WANTS ME TO FEATURE YOU IN A BLOG POST & ON TWITTER! ALSO YOU CAN LOOK FOR ME ALSO ON MYSPACE.
rock on people!
KIMMY
“”METAL MAGGOT”
"metal music photography" by Kimberly McVey Photography
IT WAS RIGHT AFTER NEW YEARS, EARLY JANUARY 2000, WHEN MY (EX)HUSBAND BROUGHT HOME THIS CD(THAT I HAD HEARD ABOUT FROM MY BEST FRIEND,KENNY ) BEING THE METALHEAD-STONER I WAS… I SMOKED A FATTY AND JAMMED…BUT THEN I HEAR THE SONG, THAT CHANGED MY LIFE….”SURFACEING”! THE LYRICS “FUCK IT ALL, FUCK THIS WORLD,FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DONT BELONG,DONT EXIST,DONT GIVE A SHIT, DONT EVER JUDGE ME!!” WAS ALL IT TOOK..I WAS A “METALMAGGOT” FROM THAT MOMENT ON! 2001 I WAS STARTING DIVORCE PROCEDINGS THE SAME MONTH “IOWA” WAS RELESED. THAT ALBUM WAS MY DAILEY AFTER-WORK RITUAL MUSIC. ME AND MY BOYS(6 & 3)WOULD STAND ON THE FURNETIURE AND JAM OUR AIR GUITARS AND I WOULD JAM/SING TOO THAT ALBUM..BEFORE I MADE SUPPER. IT REALLY DID..TAKE MY AGGRESSION AND HATE OUT OF ME, LIKE A BIG DOSE OF XANAX…AND KEPT ME FROM KILLING MOTHERFUCKERS…WHO I WAS FINDING OUT WERE FAKE-FRIEND-PEICES-OF-SHIT!
SLIPKNOT WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAV. METAL BAND—BUT NOT JUST FOR THAT REASON ALONE..
IN TEN YEARS SLIPKNOT HAS KEPT IT REAL. THEIR MUSIC! THEY AINT GOTTEN SAPPY OR TRIED TO COPY THEIR PREVIOUS HIT ALBUMS( LIKE GODSMACK DID!) .
EACH ALBUM IS A UNIQUE WORK OF ART (JUST LIKE MUDVAYNE ‘S HAVE BEEN)… ALWAYS WITH THEWORDS AND MUSIC THAT CONTIUES TO MOVE MY FUCKING SOUL…AND MELLOWS ME THE FUCK OUT.
THANKS FOR THE MUSIC GUYS!
KIMMY MCVEY –
Slipknot is an American heavy metal band from Des Moines, Iowa, formed in 1995. Slipknot consists of nine members, the current band members are Sid Wilson, Joey Jordison, Paul Gray, Chris Fehn, Jim Root, Craig Jones, Shawn Crahan, Mick Thomson, and Corey Taylor. Each member of the band wears a unique mask.
Slipknot formed in 1995 and underwent several line-up changes following the independent release of their first demo “Mate. Feed. Kill. Repeat”. in 1996. That album featured original lead vocalist, Anders Colsefini. Their self-titled, major label debut, “Slipknot,” was released in 1999, featuring permanent new lead vocalist, Corey Taylor, and was followed by Iowa in 2001 and “Vol. 3: (The Subliminal Verses) “ in 2004. On August 25, 2008, the band returned to release their fourth studio album, “All Hope Is Gone”, which debuted at the top spot on the Billboard 200 charts. The band has released three DVDs, including “Disasterpieces’, which was certified quadruple-platinum in the United States.
Background information
Origin
Des Moines, Iowa, United States
Genre(s)
Heavy metal, nu metal, alternative metal
Years active
Since 1995
Label(s)
Roadrunner, Nuclear Blast
Associated acts
Stone Sour, Murderdolls, To My Surprise, DJ Starscream, Dirty Little Rabbits, Painface, Junk Beer Kidnap Band
Website
www.slipknot1.com
Members
Sid Wilson
Joey Jordison
Paul Gray
Chris Fehn
Jim Root
Craig "133" Jones
Shawn "Clown" Crahan
Mick Thomson
Corey Taylor
HEY MY FELLOW MAGGOTS: SEPTEMBER 9TH THE BOX SET COMES OUT! GET IT AT THE LINK BELOW!
I SIT ALONE TODAY,
SO much I NEED TOO SAY.
society still JUDG’N ME
not LOOKING PAST MY MISTAKES,
only seeing MY ULGY FACE
(pre-chorus)
fuck you haters
u make me feel like shit
spewing words i cant forget
I’m fighting too- push it away!
alone in the dark
screaming in rage!
(vs. 2)
EVERYONE sees the cover of my book,
JUDGEMENT BASED ON only a first look
I’m THE MARTER,black sheep in every crowd
NEVER THE WINNER – i keep falling down.
doubted for CHOICES I MAKE.
inside me lies anger
they helped too create
(chorus)
still..
i fight
too push it away
push it away-
the voices in my head!
push it away,push it away!!
sick of hate u spread
I’m fighting too –
push it away,push it away
my true self hiding within
(vs..3)
KEEP my feelings INSIDE MY HEAD,
TALKING TOO MYSELF-IM MY ONLY FRIEND.
ANTISOCIAL-PEICE-OF-SHIT,
MISJUDGED by society
who only see what they want too see
not looking deeper in
my CAPABLE MIND-
Perseveres EACH DAY
TOO BETTER Myself
wont let MY DREAMS SLIP AWAY.
WAITING still FOR
loved ones too believe in me
but it must be easier
having no faith in my dream
-no support behind me
alone inside my head
wishing for a friend.
SAVE ME,LOVE ME,HUG ME..
some fucking faith in me!
I’m so sick of…
fighting to..push it away!
voices i don’t need hear
pushing my real self away,
is my fate i fear!
***THIS SONG I WROTE , IS THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT THE LAST YEAR OF MY LIFE.PEOPLE WHO ARE IGGNORANT AND MISJUGE .
looking thru my eyes,
i cannot see what the darkness hides.
my heart is hard, my soul is black,
from all the drunken promises u took back.
Inside my head, things begin 2 fade,
broken hopes & broken dreams.
nothing is the way it seems.
all i know is what isee.
nothing REAL, not ment 2 be.
Alone forever,
a broken soul .
a world of blackness.
my world grown cold.
august 2009
"LET ME GO"
i hate the way he makes me feel
1,000 broken promises,
pain i wasn’t meant to feel.
he said i was his friend
i only asked him for honesty
what he gave me , was lies
it isn’t fair ,
he makes me cry.
wish god would end my life!!
I’m so sorry for all the things i do.
sometimes i just go crazy,
its the shit he puts me thru.
he makes me nuts,
and i cant think strait.
my medication cant help me now….
I’m fucking insane!!
so…just…
let me go…
let me die!
let pass from the fucking life!
so sick of always being the one ,
the one no one can love.
and no one really wants!
so just…..
let me go…
let me die!
let me pass out of space and time!
–-Kimberly McVey
metal maggot
*DEDICATED TO THE ONLY MAN WHO EVER DROVE ME TO INSANITY! 
I’d like to start this entry with telling you all why i love metal music:
metal music to me, is like taking a xanax too most people. It sucks out all my aggression and hatred of society, and helps me see things from a better perspective. My friends like to tease me about my “thrasher tunes” & how i should play mellower stuff…they seem to believe it is the music that makes me angry, but it ‘s not!! It’s the world i live in! Metal music inspires me,motivates me and keeps me from beating up every person who looks at me wrong sometimes. j/k, but seriously..for example;in 2001-2002 i was going thru a bitter divorce and custody battle, there were 2 albums that got me thru that year, that i listened to everyday as soon as i got home from work:
SLIPKNOT “IOWA”
& MUDVAYNE’S”L.D.50”!
That music helped me get thru that difficult time. that is one example of 20 years worth of examples. i can tell you what music/band ,thru every era of my life, helped me cope and maintain sanity! so now that said, here are my fav bands and why!
-KIMMY MCVEY
“ THE METAL MAGGOT”
LETS START AT MY HEAVY METAL BEGINING. 1987 AND IN 7TH GRADE , THIS CHIC IN MY P.E. CLASS HAD A CASSET TAPE BY THIS BAND HER SKATER-BOYFRIEND LISTENED TO. THEIR NAME WAS SUICIDAL TENDENCIES!!
THESE 3 ALBUMS-WERE THE THEME MUSIC OF MY TEENAGE YAERS, AND REMAIN MY LIFETIME-FAV.’S, I HAVE TO CHOSE 3 ALBUMS INSTED OF PARTICULAR SONGS BECAUSE I LOVE EVERYSONG AND KNOW EVERY WORD ON EVERY ALBUM, THE LIST WOULD JUST BE TOO LONG.AND IM LAZY
I WANT TO GET “SUICIDAL 4 LIFE” TATOO’D(LIKE A TAGGER WOULD WRITE ) ACROSS MY BACK FROM SHOULDER TO SHOULDER. BUT YET HAVE I TO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN DRAW UP THE GRAFFITE LETTERS LIKE ON THE ALBUM COVER “FEEL LIKE SHIT –DJA-VU”.MY DREAM WOULD BE TO HAVE MIKE MUIER PERSONALLY DO THE WORK IN HIS STUDIO IN L.A.,BUT THATS JUST A FANTASY.
ANOTHER BAND I STARTED JAM’N TOO THAT SAME YEAR WAS
SLAYER “SEASONS IN THE ABYSS”
THRU HIGH SCHOOL AND MY EARLY TWENTIES, THEIR WER MANEY OTHER BAD ASS BANDS THAT INFLUENCE AND MOVED ME, MORE THAN I CAN NAME, CUZ AGAIN THE LIST WOULD BE TOO LONG.
SO IM GONNA FAST FWD TO THE YEAR 2000 WHEN I WENT TO MY FIRST “OZZFEST”- ALPINE VALLEY WISCONSIN(9TH ROW SEATS AT MAIN STAGE).
THERE I GOT TOO SEE SLIPKNOT PERFORM “HERITIC ANTHEM” BEFORE “IOWA” EVEN CAME OUT! I GOT DRENCHED WITH A HOSE. AND WATCHED ALL THE LITTLE TEEN MAGGOTS RUNNING THRU THE ASILES SCREAMING WHEN THEY GOT SPRAYED. LOL
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I ALSO GOT TO SEE B.L.S. FOR THE FIRST TIME-THEY WERE FUCKING AMAZING!! I AM SUCH A BIG FAN OF ZACH WYLED EVER SINCE THIS SHOW!
I ALSO MARYLIN MANSON (FOR THE 2ND-OR 3RD TIME??)- HIS SHOW WAS LIKE A PYCHADILLIC METAL-ACID-TRIP! LINKIN PARK WAS PRETTY GOOD AS WELL, ALONG WITH DISTURBED.
WENT TOO ONE MORE OZZFEST SINCE THEN-2006,VERIZON WIRELESS- NOBLESVILLE IN.(SINCE THEN I HAVENT HAD THE FUNDS TO GO BACK ,THATS WHAT HAPPENES WHEN U GOT KIDS TOO RAISE!)
THE 2 BANDS I WENT TOO SEE WAS AV7 & HATEBREED.
AVENGED SEVENFOLD HAD PHIL FROM PANTERA,COME OUT AND SING “WALK” WITH THEM DEDICATEING IT TO DIME BAG! THAT WAS SOO AMAZING TO SEE. I REMEMBER IT SO WELL IM GETTING CHILLS WRITING ABOUT IT.
THEN HATEBREED CAME OUT, AND I ALMOST CRAWLED OUT OF MY SKIN, I WAS SO ESTAIC. JAMEY JASTA IS SIMPLEY THE SEXIEST, MOST THOUGHT PROVOKING, INPIREING SINGER I HAVE SEE SINCE I FIRST KNEW WHO COREY TAYLOR WAS!!
NOW THE LAST YEAR, FOR ME HAS BEEN THE ENDING OF ONE ERA & THE BEGINING OF ANOTHER, FOR MY LIFE. OF COURSE THERE IS THOSE FEW BANDS WHO HAVE MADE THEIR MARK ON MY SOUL…….
THIS BAND ANDF THE SONG “THE AIR I BREATH” DID FOR ME; WHAT “PERSERVERENCE” DID THE FIRT TIME I HEARD IT-= IT GAVE ME A NEW BELIFE IN LIFE,HELPED ME REMAIN STRONG AGAINST ALL THE ADVERSITY IVE HAD TO FACE, REMINDED ME OF WHO I AM , A FIGHTER FOR MY DREAMS! I JUST GOT THE NEW CD(I CAN ONLY AFFORD TO BUY ONE A YEAR) AND IT IS FUCKING AWESOME!
THE OTHER BAND WHO HAS INSPIRED ME, AND MOVED MY FUCKING SOUL IS : IN THIS MOMENT & THE SONG “DADDY’S FALLEN ANGEL”-THAT WHOLE ALBUM “BEAUTIFUL TRADGETY” IS SO DAMN INPRESSIVE. MARIA IS EVERY BIT THE SINGER I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE + HER VOICE IS AMAZING!
WELL TO END THIS MUSICCAL TRIBUTE, I WANTS TO GIVE PROPS TO THE THREE ARTISTS WHOSE MUSIC MADE THEM LEGENDS IN MY BOOK:
METAL MUSIC WILL LIVE ON AS LONG AS THE FANS APPRECIATE THE ART/TALENT IT TAKES THESE MUSICAINS TO MAKE THE TUNES WE LOVE!
THANX-4-THE MUSIC
KIMMY MCVEY
HEY IM KIMMY aka- "METALMAGGOT"! im a metal head since i was 13! my kids, my friends and most of my interets revolve around metal-music, live music, and photography.
This blog is my way of supportting the local music scene here in northern IN.,supporting MY FAV. METAL MUSIC I LISTEN TOO; as well as GETTING TO SHOW OFF my music lyrics and "band photography".
I've always been a "writer" of sorts..thru journals, letters and music lyrics/poetry....so discovering the whole "BLOGGING" thing was a way for me to get my voice heard. getting my ideasw heard by the world. not to mention the fact..that the last year ive had too much time on my hands and needed to fill it with positive things that made me happy...such as music and photography.
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