Jerry Carder This isn’t love ( Original)
my longtime friend from Tipp city, ohio=
JERRY CARDER! HE IS FUCKING AMAZING ARTIST! IVE SPENT ALOT OF TIME BACK IN THE DAY BEING HIS “MUSE”, AND HAVE SEE HIM PERFORM IN OTHER BAND..BUT HIS ORIGANLS ARE MOST IMPRESSIVE! CHECK HIM OUT ON MYSPACE, AND YOU TUBE!
LOVE YA JER, MISS YA…AND AM PROUD OF YOU…YOU HAVE JUST GOTTEN BETTER AS THE YR.’S HAVE GONE BY!
KIMMY
RICH MCVEY- MY EX-HUSBAND & KIDS FATHER, MY FRIEND.
RICH TAUGHT ME 3/4 OF WHAT I KNOW ABOUT MUSIC. HERE HE IS PLAYING THE BASS THE KIDS AND I GOT HIM FOR XMAS LAST YEAR.SEEMS WEIRD I WOULD BUY MY EXHUSBAND A BASS? WELL LET ME TELL YOU WHY I DID. IN 1997, WE WERE NEWLYWEDS WITH A 2 YR OLD AND 9 MONTH OLD AND LIVEING WITH MY PARENTS. RICH SOLD HIS BASS(HE’D HAD SINCE HIGHSCHOOL) AND HIS HALF-STACK AMP, (HIS MOST LOVED THINGS HE OWNED), AND HE SOLD IT, SO WE COULD COME UP WITH 1ST MONTHS RENT FOR A PLACE FOR OUR FAMILY TO LIVE. SO LAST YEAR WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE TO GET THIS BASS GUITAR, I JUMPED ON IT, CAUSE I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHAT HE SACRIFICED FOR US BACK THEN. I WANTED TO GIVE HIM HIS "MUSIC" BACK, AND I KNEW THE MORE HE PLAYE’D, THE MORE MY SON JACOB WOULD PLAY.
THE 2ND PERSON TO INFLUENCE "MY MUSIC SIDE" WAS MY B/F/F, KENNY SCHOFF
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thanks go out to Rich and Kenny for influenc’n my musical-side, and inspire’n some of my best music, as well as influen’n my boys to rock out as well!
CHECK OUT MY MYSPACE PROFILE AND LETS SUPPORT OUR LOCAL MUSICANS!
STILFRAME, AN AWESOME LOCAL INDIAINA BAND, IS OPENING FOR ONE OF THE BANDS WHO HELPED INFLUENCE THEIR SOUND; FLAW!!!
WANT DETAILS?
http://www.myspace.com/stilframe
STILFRAME, PLAYED A SHOW, SAT. 9-26-09,Tippecanoe IN., FOR A PARTY TO CELEBRATE THE LIFE OF OUR FRIEND JAKE UNRUH, WHO PASSED AWAY LAST MONTH OF HODGKINS DIS.
STILFRAME MADE US MOSH WITH THEIR AWSEOME ORIGINAL METAL MUSIC. ID LIKE TO THANK THEM, FOR BEING THE BEST METAL BAND INDIANA HAS EVER SEEN! FUCKING ROCKS!
THEY WILL BE PLAYING NOV.17TH, WITH FLAW. CHECK OUT THEIR MYSPACE PROFILE:
here is a few PICTURES /digital art i have FROM THE PARTY!
Nothing playing: “TORN” by STILFRAME
THIS IS MY COUSIN, JOSH ELAM. HE PLAYED SOME COVER SONGS FOR “THE JAKE UNRU-LIFE CELEBRATION” BENIFIT! HE HAS TRAVELED ALL OVER THE WORLD SINGING ON HIS ACCOUSTIC-ELECTRIC GUITAR. HE LIVE IN WARSAW IN., IS 34 YRS OLD, AND ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED MUSICANS I KNOW;AND I REMEBER WHEN HE GOT HIS FIRST GUITAR!
JOSH HAS DONTAED HIS TIME,AND MUSICAL TALENT FOR SEVERAL BENIFITS AROUND NORTHERN INDIANA! THANKS JOSH!
FIND HIM ON MY SPACE!
My sadness gets worse,
Alone always
Alone more and more
Bitter taste of my tears
Restless for human interaction
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
FRUSTRATION
DEPERATION,
SADNESS THAT NONE SEES!
DARKNESS SWELLS IN MY MIND,
THIS IS WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE ME!
No soul 2 connect with
Nobody to care
I will be gone soon
locked into my despair.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?WHERE DID EVERYONE GO?
so many friends….
turned out to be false.
my gullible nature,
now is a brick wall.
wanting the impossible,
the smell of a man,
next to me, holding my hand,
telling me to not be afraid,
THAT everything will be ok,
with out my children,
Till i get released,
on that spring day.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME? CANT GET A GRIP, PAIN NOONE SEES!
SIX MONTHS BEHIND BARS
LOST IN THE DARKNESS
COVERED WITH SCARS,
IM A BROKEN TOY, THAT NOBODY WANTS!
**KIMBERLY MCVEY 2009
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Korn Tells Head "No" To Coming Back To The Band – in Metal News ( Metal Underground.com )
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“dazed from all the smoke,
cant think strait, my head is broke!
lifting up my tired soul,
dragging myself along
till I’m cold.
i look ahead
at the long road I’m on,
cant let the past catch me now,
or else I’m gone!”
‘twisted reality,
was my life ,
cant forget,
it was you that plunged the knife!"
“WHATEVER TOXIC ENERGY YOU CAN WALK AWAY FROM DOES NOT HAVE MASTERY OVER YOU.”- JAMEY JASTA
hey if you haven’t got this issue yet you need to fucking get it! “Driven by Suffering” is an awesome article written by Jon Wiederhorn, on the band! Great job REVOLVER!!
-Kimmy “metal maggot”
you can also check out MY MYSPACE PROFILE:
http://www.myspace.com/metalmaggotmom
Nothing playing: “in the ashes they shall reap” Hatebreed
IN THIS MOMENT HEADLINING TOUR – In This Moment’s MySpace Blog |
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Nothing playing:”call me” by IN THIS MOMENT
Profile Playlist by Kimberly Sander McVey
Profile Playlist by Kimberly Sander McVey
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HEY PEOPLE- ITS METAL–MAGGOT HERE! WHATS UP?
WELL I WANTED TO PUT UP A SHORT BIO OF ANOTHER BAND THAT HAS INSPIRED ME NOT JUST ARTISTICLLY, BUT HAS ALSO INSPIRED MY LIFE,AND OVERCOM’N SOME OF THE SHIT IVE WENT THRU SINCE 2002. I HAVE HAD A BATTLE WITH OVERCOMEING SOME SERIOUS DRUG ADDICTIONS, I’VE HAD TO BATTLE WITH OVERCOMING ISSUSES WITHIN MY SELF AND THE PEOPLE I SURROUNDED MYSELF WITH, IVE HAD SOME SERIOUS ISSUES INVOVLEING LOVE/HATE WITH MEN IN MY LIFE…AND ALL THESE THINGS I WAS ABLE TO FINALLY GET A GRIP ON, HATEBREED’S SONGS LIKE: “PERSERVERENCE”, HAS KEPT ME GOING AND MOVE’N FWD. INSTED OF GIVIENG UP ON MYSELF..WHEN THE REST OF THE WORLD HAD GIVEN UP ON ME ALREADY.
JAMEY JASTA IS A HERO OF MINE BECAUSE HE IS INTOUCH WITH HIS FANS AND ALWAYS SEEMS TOO BE MOVEING FWD. IN LIFE…. HE SEEMS TO ME TO BE A “LEADER BY EXAMPLE”. I ADMIRE HIM GREATLY, AS A ARTIST, BUISSNESSMAN, AND AS A HUMAN BEING.
SO I HOPE SOMEDAY TOOO MEET THIS BAND, WHO I HAVE GREATLY ADMIRED AND MOSHED TOO…SINCE I HEARD “PERSERVERENSE” FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2002!
THANX FOR THE MUSIC!
KIMMY MCVEY-“METAL-MAGGOT”
Hatebreed is a GRAMMY-AWARD nominated hardcore band from BRIDGEPORT and NEW HAVEN CT.. The band was founded in November 1994 by JAMEY JASTA, Dave Russo, Larry Dwyer, and Chris Beattie. The current lineup is Jamey Jasta (lead vocals), Frank "III Gun" Novinec (guitar), Chris Beattie (bass guitar), Wayne Lozinak (lead guitar), and Matt Byrne (drums).
studio albums:
EP’s:
HATEBREED links:
HTTP://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/HATEBREED
HTTP://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JAMEYJASTA
Jamey Jasta (born James Shanahan); 8/7/77 ; is an American musician from West Haven, CT. HE is best known as the lead singer of the metal band HATEBREED and metal band KINGDOM OF SORROW.
Jasta also owns STILLBORN RECORDS, a hardcore and metal-based record label from West Haven, and "rock themed apparel" line called Hatewear!
YOU CAN ALSO FIND JAMEY JASTA ON TWITTER: @JAMEYJASTA
HATEBREED- has their new track,
“IN ASHES THEY SHALL REAP”
streaming on the bands MySpace page: http://www.myspace.com/hatebreed
I seriously have to say out of all their music, this song is right up there with “Perseverance” and “this is now”, in my book!
hey the new album comes out September 29th! IT IS A SELF-TITLED ALBUM. HERE IS A TRACK LISTING:
“Hatebreed” track listing:
01. Become The Fuse
02. Not My Master
03. Between Hell And A Heartbeat
04. In Ashes They Shall Reap
05. Hands Of A Dying Man
06. Everyone Bleeds Now
07. No Halos For The Heartless
08. Through The Thorns
09. Every Lasting Scar
10. As Damaged As Me
11. Words Became Untruth
12. Undiminished
13. Merciless Tide
14. Pollution Of The Soul
15. Escape (New Diehard Edit)
FOR INDIANA’S BEST METAL MUSIC :
http://www.myspace.com/goldenimageradio
GOLDEN IMAGE RADIO is also now on twitter:
http://twitter.com/goldenImageradi
I SIT ALONE TODAY,
SO much I NEED TOO SAY.
society still JUDG’N ME
not LOOKING PAST MY MISTAKES,
only seeing MY ULGY FACE
(pre-chorus)
fuck you haters
u make me feel like shit
spewing words i cant forget
I’m fighting too- push it away!
alone in the dark
screaming in rage!
(vs. 2)
EVERYONE sees the cover of my book,
JUDGEMENT BASED ON only a first look
I’m THE MARTER,black sheep in every crowd
NEVER THE WINNER – i keep falling down.
doubted for CHOICES I MAKE.
inside me lies anger
they helped too create
(chorus)
still..
i fight
too push it away
push it away-
the voices in my head!
push it away,push it away!!
sick of hate u spread
I’m fighting too –
push it away,push it away
my true self hiding within
(vs..3)
KEEP my feelings INSIDE MY HEAD,
TALKING TOO MYSELF-IM MY ONLY FRIEND.
ANTISOCIAL-PEICE-OF-SHIT,
MISJUDGED by society
who only see what they want too see
not looking deeper in
my CAPABLE MIND-
Perseveres EACH DAY
TOO BETTER Myself
wont let MY DREAMS SLIP AWAY.
WAITING still FOR
loved ones too believe in me
but it must be easier
having no faith in my dream
-no support behind me
alone inside my head
wishing for a friend.
SAVE ME,LOVE ME,HUG ME..
some fucking faith in me!
I’m so sick of…
fighting to..push it away!
voices i don’t need hear
pushing my real self away,
is my fate i fear!
***THIS SONG I WROTE , IS THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT THE LAST YEAR OF MY LIFE.PEOPLE WHO ARE IGGNORANT AND MISJUGE .
looking thru my eyes,
i cannot see what the darkness hides.
my heart is hard, my soul is black,
from all the drunken promises u took back.
Inside my head, things begin 2 fade,
broken hopes & broken dreams.
nothing is the way it seems.
all i know is what isee.
nothing REAL, not ment 2 be.
Alone forever,
a broken soul .
a world of blackness.
my world grown cold.
august 2009
hey, its me today is my first day on wordpress.com.
I believe I’m going to do this blog, like i do my MySpace blog , and devote this to my music and poetry.
ever since i was a teenager and i seen LITA FORD singing with OZZY on Mtv, i wanted to be on stage and sing my thoughts to the world. I’ve always been a “writer” and have kept journals,and books of poetry and song lyrics, I’ve wrote ever since i was 13.
recently thru the last ten years, there have been sum metal bands like KITTIE & OTEP who have kept my dream alive, a little. but when i heard MARIA from IN THIS MOMENT sing for the first time- i was inspired to pursue this dream a little harder…before I’m 40!!
[ this is me at the FAMILY VALUES concert in 2006]
so anyway, i wanted everyone to bookmark this blog, and feel free to leave your comments,thoughts and suggestions when i start posting my songs starting tomorrow. i don’t get offended easily and will welcome critics or helpful suggestions!
keep on rocking people!
-KIMMY
“ METAL MAGGOT MOM”
HEY IM KIMMY aka- "METALMAGGOT"! im a metal head since i was 13! my kids, my friends and most of my interets revolve around metal-music, live music, and photography.
This blog is my way of supportting the local music scene here in northern IN.,supporting MY FAV. METAL MUSIC I LISTEN TOO; as well as GETTING TO SHOW OFF my music lyrics and "band photography".
I've always been a "writer" of sorts..thru journals, letters and music lyrics/poetry....so discovering the whole "BLOGGING" thing was a way for me to get my voice heard. getting my ideasw heard by the world. not to mention the fact..that the last year ive had too much time on my hands and needed to fill it with positive things that made me happy...such as music and photography.
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